{"id":516,"date":"2007-10-14T15:26:14","date_gmt":"2007-10-14T15:26:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fadingad.wordpress.com\/2007\/10\/14\/not-to-hell-with-the-expense-but-the-expense-of-hell\/"},"modified":"2007-10-14T15:26:14","modified_gmt":"2007-10-14T15:26:14","slug":"not-to-hell-with-the-expense-but-the-expense-of-hell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/2007\/10\/14\/not-to-hell-with-the-expense-but-the-expense-of-hell\/","title":{"rendered":"Not, To Hell With The Expense, But – The Expense of Hell"},"content":{"rendered":"

The randomness of presence
\nHelps me
\nStay focused on now
\nTo never say
\n At this point in time<\/em> again
\nWhen now<\/em><\/strong>
\nIs in focus
\nWhen the focus
\nIs simply
\nNow<\/p>\n

The kindest essence
\nLets me say
\nFocus on now<\/em>
\nGosh darn
\nTo Hell With The Expense!
\n(Hell is much too expensive)
\nExpel a mighty expenditure of Hell
\nIn one joyous
\nSimple blast<\/p>\n

Not the last time to focus on later
\nNor the last time to focus on then
\nNor the last time I focus on yesterday
\nThe price of Hell is too costly
\nHigh time to ignite the bill<\/p>\n

With hopes to lead a transparent life
\nClouded with rich color
\nCorrosive nostalgia
\nThere’s no color redder
\nThere’s no rest for rust
\nBurnt orange
\n Verroesten
\nNooit rustig<\/em>
\nNever resting, rust<\/p>\n

Constant cinematic critical
\nRewrites of a prescient past
\nAs intangible as memory
\nTangled
\nTyrannical
\nImpossible rewrites
\nNever written rightly<\/p>\n

Caustic nostalgia airbrushed
\nIn a toxic indelible
\nAniline ink-splattered past tense
\nChoking in a glycol ether cloud
\nClutching
\nHolding onto pain for fear of
\nHaving nothing else
\nBut a silly jawsprung grimace for a smile
\nPlaudits the surrender
\nTo hell with that precious costive clutch
\nRelease release tender trancelike
\nRelinquish and rattle those tiresome marrowbones
\nSuccumbing to the absolution of a hegemonic tyrant<\/p>\n

To Hell with the expense
\nHell is much too expensive
\nDetonate one expansive expenditure of Hell
\nIn one bleeping fleeting blast
\nAdrenaline rush poised for anxiety
\nNeedn’t go waste when tossed at ecstacy
\nA blind exacting throw
\nKeeps the tinnitus tooting the trumpets
\nTill my at once is in synch with me pronto
\nTill my right now is curled up tightly in six dimensions
\nMy potentiality blue shifts toward my center.<\/p>\n

Not the last time to focus on later
\nNor the last time to focus on then
\nNor the last time I focus on yesterday
\nThe price of Hell is too costly<\/p>\n

High time to ignite the rewrite
\nOf a past which can never be rewritten
\nIn spite of what science may bend
\nI’ve run out of space-time to hold fret
\nFor a future that has yet to be poison penned<\/p>\n

This path is beat
\nQuite nearly spent
\nI mourn the precious hours that went
\nAnd now the quest
\nCompulsive bent
\nTo hammer out which path is best<\/p>\n

With life so fleet
\nAnd heaven sent
\nStruggling just to make a dent
\nWithout a rest
\nIn my ascent
\nI wonder if it’s all in jest
\n(The joke’s on me)<\/p>\n

To Hell with the expense
\nHell is much too expensive
\nHey you holy rollers!
\nHigh time to surrender
\nOne expansive expenditure of Hell
\nIn one simple bleeping<\/em>
\nFleeting
\nBig Bang<\/p>\n

Nadruk op nu<\/em>
\nFocus on now<\/p>\n

A work in progress by Frank H. Jump for Reverend Carlton Pearson<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The randomness of presence Helps me Stay focused on now To never say At this point in time again When now Is in focus When the focus Is simply Now The kindest essence Lets me say Focus on now Gosh darn To Hell With The Expense! (Hell is much too expensive) Expel a mighty expenditure […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":27,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[20,456,1212,1243],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-516","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-agnosticism","category-dutch","category-poetry","category-propaganda"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pXBbJ-8k","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/516","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/27"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=516"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/516\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=516"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=516"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.fadingad.com\/fadingadblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=516"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}